Stress... getting very stress...

WA... after celebrating birthday... the past day had been a very dramatic...

Right after the birthday celebration, i got my 18 year old sickness...Food Poisoning... Got very sick and vomitted right after work and on monday morning... then ... the whole family down with food poisonng... everyone mourn like there is no tmr.... nad everyone was lying on the floor... having a busket on the left side of the bed... (to contain the vomit)... it was so horrible... like an serious disease strike on everyone...

On wednesday (6 days before examination) i go and sing Kbox with arthur and Sheeren( the one in the business course... not hte one in the class which have relationsip problem with the two A)... it was so much fun... If u go kbox... u will be singing some of the latest song available or sing ur famourite artiste songs for a long long time... instead of singing our favourite songs, we sing lot of oldies... like (wild flower u cannot pluck) in chinese and chen lei song... and we sing more than 2 time for each oldies... haha... singing in difference version.... normal and remix... haha... Fun... like putting some hip hop bit in the song... or using a guy voice for a lady song.. haha... and we take neoprint.... it was very fun and enjoyable...

todaay... i lost my bet because that liverpool cannot win the newly promted sheriffed untied... i cannot think la... Fuck la.... lost 10 dollar.... and i now only hope the totterham will win the bolton and overcome 2 goal difference.... sad... lose $15 in opening of EPL... Fuck la.... there go my 3 day allowance.... sad... thought can win some for my transport fee since i am not working and concentrate for examination...

DO so many shit thing and haven't start study proper... very stress.... and i very scared i cannot go the result i want....B+ for all subject, especially pharmaceutical chem, MBT,HBD, marketing and patient care and pharmaceutical maunfacturing technology...
very stress... cannot let my family problem affect my study.. Fa la... why they doing this divorsing thing now... during examination... hope my sister prelim result will not affect by it....

Thank u all for making my 18 birthday such a memorable one!

I am very grateful for all who remembermy birthday and celebrate with me. i haven't been so happy for a long time. After so many sad incident, at least i feel some sense of happiness.
I really want to thank my poly friends, my poly class, my secondary school friends and my basketball buddies... they really make it a reality. i want to thank them for their effort and their time. Seriously, without them, i will be walking along shopping mall in town window shopping alone or going to kbox to sing happy brithday to myself for 2-3 hours...
Thank! i will not forget this 18th birthday...

I do REALLY hate this family...

today... sunday morning 1.20am... i really have a bad day.... my parent quarrel again. this time... i really have nothing to say... i see until i numb... i am so numb wiht it... house gone, family gone... As a brother, i really scared for my brother and my sister future. They are only 16 and 14 respectivity... Now they are waching television as nothing had happen... but i know in their heart, they ar confused, bother by this whole incident...

This time no weapon is used... no violence... the feeling between them are cold and numb... there is only distrust between them... If ur parent quarrel, they will shout at each other, it is a good sigh, some time a tight slap across the face is a bit overboard, or knife used (this one need police to come)... For my case, they are behaving as they are strangers just met in this particular place and one of them 'taken" another people money.... After a marriage lasted 19 year, this is the end... from a loving couple to a total stranger where scars of distrust, betray, bad blood between them finally appearing in front of my eye... People.... if u come from broken home, u will know the situation. Now everyone have a happy family (no wonder divorse rate in Singapre is so high, one out of three family is broken family

As i am tying this blog now... my father is in front of me... breathing deeply... sighing... thinking... "how am i going to survive? am i going to let this situation control by this crazy woman in this house?". Although he tried to cover this mask by talking about the thaliand movie we are watching now... but i know... it is impossible... his face cannot express laugher and sadness although he was thinking of expressing both in his face, giving out errie laugher in his fierce face, saying" what can she do?", twice... the whole face frown now as he was watching the advertisment.... he try to control himself.... trying to act as a "good" guy in front of us. He now sitting behind me... looking at the television... murmuring "she cannot manage all three of us"

How i wish this month of August fly .... cause by the end of the month, this sad place will be sold and i looking forward to the new home.... i hate my eighteen birthday....

Phat night... picture released

The above picture are taken on the school Phat night, where all the youngster from the Food Science going there to enjoy what it like in a clubbing.... to be honest... the Dj suck and the decoration is not that bad( as it was free!)... but well done for the people who plan it... but change Dj... We enjoy it very much... cannot forget that night.... evreything was so wild... even have people stripping... in the beginning, the atmosphere wasn't that high but after some people i don't know...everything become high... i appreciate who did that and hope to meet them again in the near future... taking picture for them...

Enjoy Life

Happy birthday! so many people birthday... i scared...

for the past week, it have been the happy weekend as there are 5 friends having their birthday... As a friend, u will have to buy some gift to ur friends whose birthday is near.... if one, still can afford... but 5! man i nearly fainted... if everyone i buy... i will be broke for the next 3 week!.... so i decided to make them out.... Mostly cards to them.... After all, one year 365 days only have one birthday, except those who have birthday once in 4 year.. they are the sad case.... as they can be 60 years old while they are celebrating their 15 year old birthday.... they have a high possibility not able to celebrate their 21th birhtday... they will be 84 year old...
So hapy birthday to all my friends! Enjoy ur life at 18!