i have no idea this thing will come to me and thought it was gone... it reappeared.
IN year 1, i was good friends with angie, eileen and cara for the first semeter butin second semeter, i seem to be separated from them, i don't know y...
In year 2, i tell myself not to commit the same mistake and make friends with huang rhoo, ivy and ying ying, by this time, the same problem reappeared, i just don't get it... Am i that irriting and unbearable? They say i quit research to savage our friendship... i think i kena shipwreak.
i have been trying to talk lesser to prevent them thinking i am talkative or those people who will leak out secret. i try to talk to them, but they have been talking ladies stuff and there is no way i can interfere with them or start a topic when i have a chance to say. The BEST part, some girls in my class merge and make a bigger click, it worsen my problem. Whenever i try to say and try to response to their convensation, WS and WT(i am not going to say the name and make the matter worse) will just give me a stare as if i talk sometime wrong or what or response to my sentence with her FAMOUS Sentence( AM i TALKING TO U meH?).
IT have been a very frustrating 3 weeks since the start of school. ALmost no decent talking. Saying i left the research, it will be better for all of us. K.. i left. IT is not GETTING any better for me. It becoming worse! KNNBCCB! All the friendships i made, went to dust. May be i oversenstitve, May be i overreacted, Maybe i did not know the REal situation is, But i know one thing... I am in THIS situation.
I am VERY proud of myself to cycle from Home(JAlan kayu) to Chua Chu kang!, the distance go and back, 55km!, take 4 hours to travel, very Big sense of ACcomplishment! but physical tiring and i scared tomorrow everywhere cramp... especially my leg...k..
i going to sleep and go church tmr... HOPE that problem will be solved
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
OH... my face... becaming TWO FACE...
The past week was good but a bit hazy until friday morning
The past week is good, work on monday,tuesday came to school 3 hours before the lesson and the lesson is only 30 minutes long, wednesday lesson at 1pm so cycle to school and cycle to yishun before going home..., thursday have proper lesson till 5.30pm... and there come friday
On friday morning, i was thinking of cycling to school or taking the bus... seeing the time still early, i was thinking of cycling to school... so i pack my bag and i went off to school... On the road, my leg wasn't feeling right as i feel it hard to cycle up the road. when i cycle up the slope, it was tiring and it wasn't usual for me... when i reach the top of the slope, thinking i can speed abit faster... the unexpected happen..
THE bicycle was travelling at 30km/h in the beginning, then 35km/h.... it keep increasing... then i thought there is a bus coming up at my back... so i want to keep to the left, near the bus stop. when i want to go left to the bus stop, i was struggling in the road in between the main road and the bus cement, the bicycle was uncontrollable and i flown off my bicycle. i was unconscious.
Then a few contractor help me, giving me water to drink and help me to keep my bicycle and return once i recovered. they also call the ambulance for me. the ambulance send me to Tan Tock Seng hospital. In TTSH, everyone was looking at my face, there are bruises and cut on my lip, bleeding. Everyone on my left was lookin at my face while the people on the right is not looking. i felt like Two Face in the batman cartoon. i was in the hospital for 3 hours from 11pm to 2pm. i was treated as a rare speciem in the hospital, with a invisible enclosure around me
When i was leaving the hospital, everyone was looking at my face. i went in the pharmacy asking whether they sell any face mask or not... they have no stock so i have to use the towel i have to cover half of my face. it is better than exposing my half of my face and scaring everyone la... i went to school, thinking i can catch my clincial trait lesson. but no.... i missed it and went to apple store to repair my IPOD as my IPOD screen crack.. i was DAMN pissed when they say it is not under guranteed as the screen crack due to accident, therefore cannot repair it for me.... i was DAMN pissed when i hear that...
The following picture is my face from out of hospital to exposing half of my face at home
Hope it will not scared u to much as i pray the skin will recovered well...
To all indian, Happy devapillia and malay, selemant hari raya
The past week is good, work on monday,tuesday came to school 3 hours before the lesson and the lesson is only 30 minutes long, wednesday lesson at 1pm so cycle to school and cycle to yishun before going home..., thursday have proper lesson till 5.30pm... and there come friday
On friday morning, i was thinking of cycling to school or taking the bus... seeing the time still early, i was thinking of cycling to school... so i pack my bag and i went off to school... On the road, my leg wasn't feeling right as i feel it hard to cycle up the road. when i cycle up the slope, it was tiring and it wasn't usual for me... when i reach the top of the slope, thinking i can speed abit faster... the unexpected happen..
THE bicycle was travelling at 30km/h in the beginning, then 35km/h.... it keep increasing... then i thought there is a bus coming up at my back... so i want to keep to the left, near the bus stop. when i want to go left to the bus stop, i was struggling in the road in between the main road and the bus cement, the bicycle was uncontrollable and i flown off my bicycle. i was unconscious.
Then a few contractor help me, giving me water to drink and help me to keep my bicycle and return once i recovered. they also call the ambulance for me. the ambulance send me to Tan Tock Seng hospital. In TTSH, everyone was looking at my face, there are bruises and cut on my lip, bleeding. Everyone on my left was lookin at my face while the people on the right is not looking. i felt like Two Face in the batman cartoon. i was in the hospital for 3 hours from 11pm to 2pm. i was treated as a rare speciem in the hospital, with a invisible enclosure around me
When i was leaving the hospital, everyone was looking at my face. i went in the pharmacy asking whether they sell any face mask or not... they have no stock so i have to use the towel i have to cover half of my face. it is better than exposing my half of my face and scaring everyone la... i went to school, thinking i can catch my clincial trait lesson. but no.... i missed it and went to apple store to repair my IPOD as my IPOD screen crack.. i was DAMN pissed when they say it is not under guranteed as the screen crack due to accident, therefore cannot repair it for me.... i was DAMN pissed when i hear that...
The following picture is my face from out of hospital to exposing half of my face at home
Hope it will not scared u to much as i pray the skin will recovered well...
To all indian, Happy devapillia and malay, selemant hari raya
Sunday, October 08, 2006
MIxed feeling in the past week...
the past week i have both sad and happy feeling... but it is a hard feeling la...
On monday, i went for the research in my school lab... but i was late again... as usual. i forget about the late policy set by my fellow lab mate...therefore, i was ask to go home only about 30 minutes in the lab... it was 10.30am. luckly, on the day before monday, i ask clinton, my good friend, for his bicycle as he studying A level, as he will have no time to ride his bicycle. i went to church to get his bicycle as he park his bicycle there for over 2 months... i take the bicycle and ride it from MAcpherson to geylang then marine parade then hougang then home in 2 hours... it was a fun ride for me. At night work lor...
on tuesday, i oversleep and cycle to school, thinking it will be faster, but it was slower instead... reaching school at 10.30am. then, i find myself in deep trouble, because the late policy allow people to be late for 2 days, more than 2 days late wihtout valid reason, he/she will be out of the lab research. i thought only that week no need to come, but in the end, it no need to come for good... feel a sense of betrayal, cause other come on time on one day and did not come the next day, i was a bit late for the 3-4day in the week, some day i didn't come, thinking that the girls can manage it as i found myself a bit of useless in the lab as the girls can complete the duty of the day. Never think that i was fired by my lab mate... but never mind, i accept my fate, i am not a sore loser, but if i am... i can be a damn bloody BAD sore loser... This occured in the morning...
In the afternoon, i went off to the FS0601, Food science junior class chalet, with my friends who is also their OGL, orientation group leader... BBQ on the first night, i have fun wiht the class , drinking beer, going to the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL but we step on the front of the the OCH, and chill run down our spine as it was very cold.. and wake up the whole night to see the sunrise but i doozed off instead...
ON wednesday, still in chalet, but i was sleeping for the most of the time.. from 8am to 12noon, then 2pm to 4pm... like a log lor... then there are people come and leave and 2nd night have more people than the first night. like yismin,sham, jeffery, junyuan, to spice up the night, i buy hard liquor to make the night better.. we play BIg 2 and card game to spend the night... then this Jessica want to take a ride back to the chalet, i got and find her and realise she was located near the changi airport, damn far long, cycle also take 15 minutes... i don't know how they all walk one, so far one... in the end, the 42 hours never sleep Miss walk like a zombie back to the chalet.... After the card game, we get a bit boring, i play the TV game on channel U, i know it was stupid, but we have noting to do lor... so i send 20 messages ($10) to play the game and have my name on the chart... top 10 chart haha.... after the game, yismin and her gang on the living room playing card game while the guy on the kitchen coooknig breakfast before Sham go for fasting... we cooked chicken wings, got bone one and deboned one... the biggest challange for cooking is cooking the food without oil. haha.. the wok was black with the the char haha
On thursday, we go home at 11am instead for 10.10am(the offical going home time), we was sitting on the couch looking for any thing we forget to bring back or not... then i found the hard liquer in the living room, with about 1/3 amount of the alcohol left. Jeffery want the bottle, so i plan to drink a bit of the alcohol and let other to drink finish, i did not know that i drink the WHOLE remaning alcohol up... i was a bit hot in the morning, good warming exercise... They take us, while i take the bicycle and ride to tampines central... have our lunch in tampines S11 and went separate places, home and as for me home then work... on the way back i manage to get for my friend zhi ho ONE PIECES! the amination for episode 1 to 43.
After working, i go home by taking bus 147, didnot know i overslept my stop and ended up in hougang, so i walk back home from hougang, 1 hour walk..
ON friday, i went to work at 1pm and do outside catering at the lobby, for the Samsang ultra limtied edition 'party', at there, we saw celebrity like allen woo, wong li lin, lisa Ang and lot... the most unforgetable celebrity is Maya lee, the first Singapore idol contestant, her asset is very big lor, got D size... no wonder slyester want to chase her.. now i understand... i was drunk on the event as my face red after drinking 2 cup of tiger... damn it la... face red so easily... knnbccb...
After work, i went to play basketballl at 12midnight for 30minutes, after that, we go to clinton home to talk crap , play card game, eat nuggets, then sleep...
ON saturday, it was damn bloody haze, but we play for 2 hours, at the court near his house. after palying i leave his house at 5pm and the haze condition worsen, car have to use headlight to travel lor.... it is that bad... i go to church to exhange paper in behalf of clinton with jasmine... luckly, we manage to eat my dinner with kelvin, who was shopping for his ingredient for this appple tart... wa... did not know his talent in baking, i only know how to bake chocalate cake in the toliet... haha... eat at long john and go home to watch one piece...
Sunday, today, i watch finsh all the 43 episode for ONE PIECEs haha... only 3 day, i completed the shows zhi ho pass to me haha... but did not go to church... feeling gulity and go to clinton house to give him the stuff that jasmine want to pass to him... then, go sengkeng to upgrade my phone, but after 2 hours wait, i realise my telephone plan still have 2 more week before i get the phone at the advertised price or else, i have to pay another $100 immediately if i want to get the phone today.. so i plan to wait for 2 week , so the price will drop from $368 to $348, as long it drop below the the $350 range, i buy that phone...
Tiring, i have much more fun than bitterness this week, the next coming week will be work, work, work as it willbe the last week before school start, have to earn as much as possible... so willbe back this coming sunday or earlier...
On monday, i went for the research in my school lab... but i was late again... as usual. i forget about the late policy set by my fellow lab mate...therefore, i was ask to go home only about 30 minutes in the lab... it was 10.30am. luckly, on the day before monday, i ask clinton, my good friend, for his bicycle as he studying A level, as he will have no time to ride his bicycle. i went to church to get his bicycle as he park his bicycle there for over 2 months... i take the bicycle and ride it from MAcpherson to geylang then marine parade then hougang then home in 2 hours... it was a fun ride for me. At night work lor...
on tuesday, i oversleep and cycle to school, thinking it will be faster, but it was slower instead... reaching school at 10.30am. then, i find myself in deep trouble, because the late policy allow people to be late for 2 days, more than 2 days late wihtout valid reason, he/she will be out of the lab research. i thought only that week no need to come, but in the end, it no need to come for good... feel a sense of betrayal, cause other come on time on one day and did not come the next day, i was a bit late for the 3-4day in the week, some day i didn't come, thinking that the girls can manage it as i found myself a bit of useless in the lab as the girls can complete the duty of the day. Never think that i was fired by my lab mate... but never mind, i accept my fate, i am not a sore loser, but if i am... i can be a damn bloody BAD sore loser... This occured in the morning...
In the afternoon, i went off to the FS0601, Food science junior class chalet, with my friends who is also their OGL, orientation group leader... BBQ on the first night, i have fun wiht the class , drinking beer, going to the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL but we step on the front of the the OCH, and chill run down our spine as it was very cold.. and wake up the whole night to see the sunrise but i doozed off instead...
ON wednesday, still in chalet, but i was sleeping for the most of the time.. from 8am to 12noon, then 2pm to 4pm... like a log lor... then there are people come and leave and 2nd night have more people than the first night. like yismin,sham, jeffery, junyuan, to spice up the night, i buy hard liquor to make the night better.. we play BIg 2 and card game to spend the night... then this Jessica want to take a ride back to the chalet, i got and find her and realise she was located near the changi airport, damn far long, cycle also take 15 minutes... i don't know how they all walk one, so far one... in the end, the 42 hours never sleep Miss walk like a zombie back to the chalet.... After the card game, we get a bit boring, i play the TV game on channel U, i know it was stupid, but we have noting to do lor... so i send 20 messages ($10) to play the game and have my name on the chart... top 10 chart haha.... after the game, yismin and her gang on the living room playing card game while the guy on the kitchen coooknig breakfast before Sham go for fasting... we cooked chicken wings, got bone one and deboned one... the biggest challange for cooking is cooking the food without oil. haha.. the wok was black with the the char haha
On thursday, we go home at 11am instead for 10.10am(the offical going home time), we was sitting on the couch looking for any thing we forget to bring back or not... then i found the hard liquer in the living room, with about 1/3 amount of the alcohol left. Jeffery want the bottle, so i plan to drink a bit of the alcohol and let other to drink finish, i did not know that i drink the WHOLE remaning alcohol up... i was a bit hot in the morning, good warming exercise... They take us, while i take the bicycle and ride to tampines central... have our lunch in tampines S11 and went separate places, home and as for me home then work... on the way back i manage to get for my friend zhi ho ONE PIECES! the amination for episode 1 to 43.
After working, i go home by taking bus 147, didnot know i overslept my stop and ended up in hougang, so i walk back home from hougang, 1 hour walk..
ON friday, i went to work at 1pm and do outside catering at the lobby, for the Samsang ultra limtied edition 'party', at there, we saw celebrity like allen woo, wong li lin, lisa Ang and lot... the most unforgetable celebrity is Maya lee, the first Singapore idol contestant, her asset is very big lor, got D size... no wonder slyester want to chase her.. now i understand... i was drunk on the event as my face red after drinking 2 cup of tiger... damn it la... face red so easily... knnbccb...
After work, i went to play basketballl at 12midnight for 30minutes, after that, we go to clinton home to talk crap , play card game, eat nuggets, then sleep...
ON saturday, it was damn bloody haze, but we play for 2 hours, at the court near his house. after palying i leave his house at 5pm and the haze condition worsen, car have to use headlight to travel lor.... it is that bad... i go to church to exhange paper in behalf of clinton with jasmine... luckly, we manage to eat my dinner with kelvin, who was shopping for his ingredient for this appple tart... wa... did not know his talent in baking, i only know how to bake chocalate cake in the toliet... haha... eat at long john and go home to watch one piece...
Sunday, today, i watch finsh all the 43 episode for ONE PIECEs haha... only 3 day, i completed the shows zhi ho pass to me haha... but did not go to church... feeling gulity and go to clinton house to give him the stuff that jasmine want to pass to him... then, go sengkeng to upgrade my phone, but after 2 hours wait, i realise my telephone plan still have 2 more week before i get the phone at the advertised price or else, i have to pay another $100 immediately if i want to get the phone today.. so i plan to wait for 2 week , so the price will drop from $368 to $348, as long it drop below the the $350 range, i buy that phone...
Tiring, i have much more fun than bitterness this week, the next coming week will be work, work, work as it willbe the last week before school start, have to earn as much as possible... so willbe back this coming sunday or earlier...
Thursday, September 28, 2006
my holiday is going to be over
WA... the past two week was tiring for me...
GOT chalets and the IMF event... tiring la
Let talk aobut the IMf... going to istana for the dinner for the governers and spouses, serving the VVIP and minster from the Singapore... got white, black, yellow people there.... i was doing the worst job in that place.... as a runner... THE format is like that... there are 66 tables, the table is divided into 4 fleets, each table have a food server and a drink server... my job is to deliver the food to all 4 fleets. luckly the dinner is a western one only 5 course... if chinese, 8 to 10 course mulitple 4... 40 times! will die la... i only run 20 times... but it was damn tired... the worst part is the remember which table have vegetarian, halal, which table want chicken or fish... damn sad... but looking at the pay cheque that day($150) it was all worth it...
but the bad part of the work is there is no transport home after working from 8am monday to 3am tuesday, and we need to folk out $$ for the taxi fare.
CHALETS... i went to 2 chalet in 2 week.. + work... it is energy draining... the first chalet... orgainsed by the MB 0505 and the previous MB0502... they book 2 rooms, B1220 and B1221, next to each other... and the people is so Euth... stay straight for 2 night... watch movies like shutter, constantine and school of rock... i also learn to roller blade, fell on my back side hard... i have about 5 hours in the chalet... mentally tired and much involved in the BBQ...as i help to make the chicken sauce and STeamboat, which did not turn out that well... as i was ill-prepared...
Recently on tuesday, i have my class chalet... MB0502, the turn out was bad... no one staying on the first night as everyone come on the second night. the people turn up was disappointing as most of the classmate went back to their home land in Malaysia and some was still in work, some down with flu and sickness... it was a not so fun chalet as i hve mood swing that day... it just come.. i went back home at 9pm and return back to the chalet at 11pm... with some alcohol where no one drink...at night... there is only huimin, weijie, ming kang, ivy, huangrhoo, kelvin and me at night... we play twister... play for 2 hours straight...
(when i saw huangrhoo staying over, i was quite happy to see her as her true self, the cheerful side of her instead of the emotionless face she give me in lab... i really hope she enjoy herself in that night... we did not talk much as i realsied i start to talk lesser these day, maybe i tired of talking crap and want to be serious at time, but it also cause my mood swing... due to family tradagy and some miscommuncation with classmates... i want to talk to her... but i just cannot find any topic to talk about except work, research and it is hard to get her attention from her gang of girls... i think i still cannot overcome the nervousness and the shyness when talking serious with girls... i don't say whether she like me or not, i dun like whether she got feeling or not.. i know from the past experience, it REALLY take 2 hand to clap..., 2 willing parties to be a couple... i just don't know how to say, and i SERIOUSLY don't how to cope with another rejection, i just don't want to wonder around for girls anymore... i just want to get steady with someone i like, i can talk to,who can be my listening ear... Pray that girl just appear in my class...)
Man... tmr still go thing to do... Video flimming some kid event for my church mate felicia for her SMU thingy...
3.02am... tired after work... GO adn SLEEP LOR
GOT chalets and the IMF event... tiring la
Let talk aobut the IMf... going to istana for the dinner for the governers and spouses, serving the VVIP and minster from the Singapore... got white, black, yellow people there.... i was doing the worst job in that place.... as a runner... THE format is like that... there are 66 tables, the table is divided into 4 fleets, each table have a food server and a drink server... my job is to deliver the food to all 4 fleets. luckly the dinner is a western one only 5 course... if chinese, 8 to 10 course mulitple 4... 40 times! will die la... i only run 20 times... but it was damn tired... the worst part is the remember which table have vegetarian, halal, which table want chicken or fish... damn sad... but looking at the pay cheque that day($150) it was all worth it...
but the bad part of the work is there is no transport home after working from 8am monday to 3am tuesday, and we need to folk out $$ for the taxi fare.
CHALETS... i went to 2 chalet in 2 week.. + work... it is energy draining... the first chalet... orgainsed by the MB 0505 and the previous MB0502... they book 2 rooms, B1220 and B1221, next to each other... and the people is so Euth... stay straight for 2 night... watch movies like shutter, constantine and school of rock... i also learn to roller blade, fell on my back side hard... i have about 5 hours in the chalet... mentally tired and much involved in the BBQ...as i help to make the chicken sauce and STeamboat, which did not turn out that well... as i was ill-prepared...
Recently on tuesday, i have my class chalet... MB0502, the turn out was bad... no one staying on the first night as everyone come on the second night. the people turn up was disappointing as most of the classmate went back to their home land in Malaysia and some was still in work, some down with flu and sickness... it was a not so fun chalet as i hve mood swing that day... it just come.. i went back home at 9pm and return back to the chalet at 11pm... with some alcohol where no one drink...at night... there is only huimin, weijie, ming kang, ivy, huangrhoo, kelvin and me at night... we play twister... play for 2 hours straight...
(when i saw huangrhoo staying over, i was quite happy to see her as her true self, the cheerful side of her instead of the emotionless face she give me in lab... i really hope she enjoy herself in that night... we did not talk much as i realsied i start to talk lesser these day, maybe i tired of talking crap and want to be serious at time, but it also cause my mood swing... due to family tradagy and some miscommuncation with classmates... i want to talk to her... but i just cannot find any topic to talk about except work, research and it is hard to get her attention from her gang of girls... i think i still cannot overcome the nervousness and the shyness when talking serious with girls... i don't say whether she like me or not, i dun like whether she got feeling or not.. i know from the past experience, it REALLY take 2 hand to clap..., 2 willing parties to be a couple... i just don't know how to say, and i SERIOUSLY don't how to cope with another rejection, i just don't want to wonder around for girls anymore... i just want to get steady with someone i like, i can talk to,who can be my listening ear... Pray that girl just appear in my class...)
Man... tmr still go thing to do... Video flimming some kid event for my church mate felicia for her SMU thingy...
3.02am... tired after work... GO adn SLEEP LOR
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Examination over... but it is just the beginning of my nightmare...
WA... finallly my examination finished... but i know 2 of my paper is screwed up... the patient care and mangement 1 and MBT... molecular biotechnology... hope the rest of the paper will scored well... hope to got a average GPA of 3.5 in this examination and i need to pull my sok in the next semeter.. despite the fact that i will be most likely to skip school every now and ten as my A level friends will be going out at night and enjoy with them before they go in army... 2 bitter year of suffering.... my common test in my mew semeter will mostly likely to screwed up again...
After examintaion... i went to work with kelvin, yong shen, yong ming, huda and jeffery , people from my former class MB0505 to work in the IT comex for court.... i did not expect high pay or any thing in this job... i just go for experience as i quite sick of my banquet job and need a breather ,trying other jobs to enrich my working experience and know more people in the process... i thought we are working right after the examination.... but due to poor communication between the empolyer and the boss, we only working in the weekend...
Our work can considered to be boring as we just standing in the "store", waiting for the seller to sell one Panasonic Camera and we just do the rest of the job, writing the receipt of the goods they buying, explaining the goods they are receiving and clear any doubt they have in the camera for 8 hours for 2 day. The working experience is tiring but it is enruching... we see different kind of consumer in the IT comex... like all the customers describle in the marketing, another module we studied that did not have any uses in us. The funniest customer is the south indians.... got one indian buy the camera and ask us to keep for them until they return... as if the IT comex is another mustafa.... lot of different cusotmer and buying attitude, some want more free gift , some pleased with what they buying, some just want to rip the panasonic booth by asking a drop in price after all the free gift is given to them... in the end of the IT comex... we get $150 pay for ust 2 day.... i very delighted as i did not expect to get so much from this event.... a $100 pay will be enough for me for the weekend...
After the comex... i need to go to school for the research under DR Xu, a lecturer in my school for a project to find any active ingredient in mushroom that have the anti bacteria properties ... any NEW compound that have potenial to be the next big money spinner in the medicial industry, that is used to treat any bacteria causing disease... for the WHOLE HOLIDAY... O MY goodness... my holiday is really gone... i want to work in the morning during the IMF period also cannot... very sad... now only work in night, not time for televison and until now i can write a blog for the things i have done for the pass 2 weeks.
from the first week of september to now... we haven't extract any active ingredient yet... still at fermantation of the fungus... very slow paces...
REcently... i went for the MB0505 and the Former MB0502 class chalet and i really enjoyed myself.... the chalet can considered a success... i want to thank kelvin for the food he prepared and the stingrey he brought..it was very delicious and everyone enjoyed it... the euthetic people for the former MB0502 who make the chalet a lively, funny and enjoyable one... my former class MB0505 for receiving the former class member as their own again and it have been a 3 day 2 night wreck of fun and enjoyment...
Now working at night and weekend and this coming weekend i going to the istana to set up the IMF dinner event for the september 18... $8 per hour... hope that day don't screwed up and use the money to buy the latest ipod for my friends birthday...
HuDA and her dance group! Work hard for this coming quarter final and kick any weak group with ur trademark move and neat clean adance move... don't show sexiness as it will not last long in this competition... Overdrive is a competition of talent not sexiness... if they want to compete for sexiness, i prefer them to join the FHN bikini babe competiton or form a new group to compete with the crazy house for the IMF people to make their trip a unforgetable... ...By the way... do ur best as they willbe a lot of ang moh looking at ur all on that day... DO UR BEST!
i am both physically tired and emotionally tired... i did not have the time to care about love and all different things... i jsut want to ask to this particular lady in my class," am i not ur type?"," is it true u prefer ang moh then local?", " do u have feeling for me?"... there are lot of questions i want to ask... but don't have time and don't dare to ask... as i didn't want the relationship to be sour after that question is asked....
2am soon... tmr have research... need to sleep...
After examintaion... i went to work with kelvin, yong shen, yong ming, huda and jeffery , people from my former class MB0505 to work in the IT comex for court.... i did not expect high pay or any thing in this job... i just go for experience as i quite sick of my banquet job and need a breather ,trying other jobs to enrich my working experience and know more people in the process... i thought we are working right after the examination.... but due to poor communication between the empolyer and the boss, we only working in the weekend...
Our work can considered to be boring as we just standing in the "store", waiting for the seller to sell one Panasonic Camera and we just do the rest of the job, writing the receipt of the goods they buying, explaining the goods they are receiving and clear any doubt they have in the camera for 8 hours for 2 day. The working experience is tiring but it is enruching... we see different kind of consumer in the IT comex... like all the customers describle in the marketing, another module we studied that did not have any uses in us. The funniest customer is the south indians.... got one indian buy the camera and ask us to keep for them until they return... as if the IT comex is another mustafa.... lot of different cusotmer and buying attitude, some want more free gift , some pleased with what they buying, some just want to rip the panasonic booth by asking a drop in price after all the free gift is given to them... in the end of the IT comex... we get $150 pay for ust 2 day.... i very delighted as i did not expect to get so much from this event.... a $100 pay will be enough for me for the weekend...
After the comex... i need to go to school for the research under DR Xu, a lecturer in my school for a project to find any active ingredient in mushroom that have the anti bacteria properties ... any NEW compound that have potenial to be the next big money spinner in the medicial industry, that is used to treat any bacteria causing disease... for the WHOLE HOLIDAY... O MY goodness... my holiday is really gone... i want to work in the morning during the IMF period also cannot... very sad... now only work in night, not time for televison and until now i can write a blog for the things i have done for the pass 2 weeks.
from the first week of september to now... we haven't extract any active ingredient yet... still at fermantation of the fungus... very slow paces...
REcently... i went for the MB0505 and the Former MB0502 class chalet and i really enjoyed myself.... the chalet can considered a success... i want to thank kelvin for the food he prepared and the stingrey he brought..it was very delicious and everyone enjoyed it... the euthetic people for the former MB0502 who make the chalet a lively, funny and enjoyable one... my former class MB0505 for receiving the former class member as their own again and it have been a 3 day 2 night wreck of fun and enjoyment...
Now working at night and weekend and this coming weekend i going to the istana to set up the IMF dinner event for the september 18... $8 per hour... hope that day don't screwed up and use the money to buy the latest ipod for my friends birthday...
HuDA and her dance group! Work hard for this coming quarter final and kick any weak group with ur trademark move and neat clean adance move... don't show sexiness as it will not last long in this competition... Overdrive is a competition of talent not sexiness... if they want to compete for sexiness, i prefer them to join the FHN bikini babe competiton or form a new group to compete with the crazy house for the IMF people to make their trip a unforgetable... ...By the way... do ur best as they willbe a lot of ang moh looking at ur all on that day... DO UR BEST!
i am both physically tired and emotionally tired... i did not have the time to care about love and all different things... i jsut want to ask to this particular lady in my class," am i not ur type?"," is it true u prefer ang moh then local?", " do u have feeling for me?"... there are lot of questions i want to ask... but don't have time and don't dare to ask... as i didn't want the relationship to be sour after that question is asked....
2am soon... tmr have research... need to sleep...
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Stress... getting very stress...
WA... after celebrating birthday... the past day had been a very dramatic...
Right after the birthday celebration, i got my 18 year old sickness...Food Poisoning... Got very sick and vomitted right after work and on monday morning... then ... the whole family down with food poisonng... everyone mourn like there is no tmr.... nad everyone was lying on the floor... having a busket on the left side of the bed... (to contain the vomit)... it was so horrible... like an serious disease strike on everyone...
On wednesday (6 days before examination) i go and sing Kbox with arthur and Sheeren( the one in the business course... not hte one in the class which have relationsip problem with the two A)... it was so much fun... If u go kbox... u will be singing some of the latest song available or sing ur famourite artiste songs for a long long time... instead of singing our favourite songs, we sing lot of oldies... like (wild flower u cannot pluck) in chinese and chen lei song... and we sing more than 2 time for each oldies... haha... singing in difference version.... normal and remix... haha... Fun... like putting some hip hop bit in the song... or using a guy voice for a lady song.. haha... and we take neoprint.... it was very fun and enjoyable...
todaay... i lost my bet because that liverpool cannot win the newly promted sheriffed untied... i cannot think la... Fuck la.... lost 10 dollar.... and i now only hope the totterham will win the bolton and overcome 2 goal difference.... sad... lose $15 in opening of EPL... Fuck la.... there go my 3 day allowance.... sad... thought can win some for my transport fee since i am not working and concentrate for examination...
DO so many shit thing and haven't start study proper... very stress.... and i very scared i cannot go the result i want....B+ for all subject, especially pharmaceutical chem, MBT,HBD, marketing and patient care and pharmaceutical maunfacturing technology...
very stress... cannot let my family problem affect my study.. Fa la... why they doing this divorsing thing now... during examination... hope my sister prelim result will not affect by it....
Right after the birthday celebration, i got my 18 year old sickness...Food Poisoning... Got very sick and vomitted right after work and on monday morning... then ... the whole family down with food poisonng... everyone mourn like there is no tmr.... nad everyone was lying on the floor... having a busket on the left side of the bed... (to contain the vomit)... it was so horrible... like an serious disease strike on everyone...
On wednesday (6 days before examination) i go and sing Kbox with arthur and Sheeren( the one in the business course... not hte one in the class which have relationsip problem with the two A)... it was so much fun... If u go kbox... u will be singing some of the latest song available or sing ur famourite artiste songs for a long long time... instead of singing our favourite songs, we sing lot of oldies... like (wild flower u cannot pluck) in chinese and chen lei song... and we sing more than 2 time for each oldies... haha... singing in difference version.... normal and remix... haha... Fun... like putting some hip hop bit in the song... or using a guy voice for a lady song.. haha... and we take neoprint.... it was very fun and enjoyable...
todaay... i lost my bet because that liverpool cannot win the newly promted sheriffed untied... i cannot think la... Fuck la.... lost 10 dollar.... and i now only hope the totterham will win the bolton and overcome 2 goal difference.... sad... lose $15 in opening of EPL... Fuck la.... there go my 3 day allowance.... sad... thought can win some for my transport fee since i am not working and concentrate for examination...
DO so many shit thing and haven't start study proper... very stress.... and i very scared i cannot go the result i want....B+ for all subject, especially pharmaceutical chem, MBT,HBD, marketing and patient care and pharmaceutical maunfacturing technology...
very stress... cannot let my family problem affect my study.. Fa la... why they doing this divorsing thing now... during examination... hope my sister prelim result will not affect by it....
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Thank u all for making my 18 birthday such a memorable one!
I am very grateful for all who remembermy birthday and celebrate with me. i haven't been so happy for a long time. After so many sad incident, at least i feel some sense of happiness.
I really want to thank my poly friends, my poly class, my secondary school friends and my basketball buddies... they really make it a reality. i want to thank them for their effort and their time. Seriously, without them, i will be walking along shopping mall in town window shopping alone or going to kbox to sing happy brithday to myself for 2-3 hours...
Thank! i will not forget this 18th birthday...
I really want to thank my poly friends, my poly class, my secondary school friends and my basketball buddies... they really make it a reality. i want to thank them for their effort and their time. Seriously, without them, i will be walking along shopping mall in town window shopping alone or going to kbox to sing happy brithday to myself for 2-3 hours...
Thank! i will not forget this 18th birthday...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
I do REALLY hate this family...
today... sunday morning 1.20am... i really have a bad day.... my parent quarrel again. this time... i really have nothing to say... i see until i numb... i am so numb wiht it... house gone, family gone... As a brother, i really scared for my brother and my sister future. They are only 16 and 14 respectivity... Now they are waching television as nothing had happen... but i know in their heart, they ar confused, bother by this whole incident...
This time no weapon is used... no violence... the feeling between them are cold and numb... there is only distrust between them... If ur parent quarrel, they will shout at each other, it is a good sigh, some time a tight slap across the face is a bit overboard, or knife used (this one need police to come)... For my case, they are behaving as they are strangers just met in this particular place and one of them 'taken" another people money.... After a marriage lasted 19 year, this is the end... from a loving couple to a total stranger where scars of distrust, betray, bad blood between them finally appearing in front of my eye... People.... if u come from broken home, u will know the situation. Now everyone have a happy family (no wonder divorse rate in Singapre is so high, one out of three family is broken family
As i am tying this blog now... my father is in front of me... breathing deeply... sighing... thinking... "how am i going to survive? am i going to let this situation control by this crazy woman in this house?". Although he tried to cover this mask by talking about the thaliand movie we are watching now... but i know... it is impossible... his face cannot express laugher and sadness although he was thinking of expressing both in his face, giving out errie laugher in his fierce face, saying" what can she do?", twice... the whole face frown now as he was watching the advertisment.... he try to control himself.... trying to act as a "good" guy in front of us. He now sitting behind me... looking at the television... murmuring "she cannot manage all three of us"
How i wish this month of August fly .... cause by the end of the month, this sad place will be sold and i looking forward to the new home.... i hate my eighteen birthday....
This time no weapon is used... no violence... the feeling between them are cold and numb... there is only distrust between them... If ur parent quarrel, they will shout at each other, it is a good sigh, some time a tight slap across the face is a bit overboard, or knife used (this one need police to come)... For my case, they are behaving as they are strangers just met in this particular place and one of them 'taken" another people money.... After a marriage lasted 19 year, this is the end... from a loving couple to a total stranger where scars of distrust, betray, bad blood between them finally appearing in front of my eye... People.... if u come from broken home, u will know the situation. Now everyone have a happy family (no wonder divorse rate in Singapre is so high, one out of three family is broken family
As i am tying this blog now... my father is in front of me... breathing deeply... sighing... thinking... "how am i going to survive? am i going to let this situation control by this crazy woman in this house?". Although he tried to cover this mask by talking about the thaliand movie we are watching now... but i know... it is impossible... his face cannot express laugher and sadness although he was thinking of expressing both in his face, giving out errie laugher in his fierce face, saying" what can she do?", twice... the whole face frown now as he was watching the advertisment.... he try to control himself.... trying to act as a "good" guy in front of us. He now sitting behind me... looking at the television... murmuring "she cannot manage all three of us"
How i wish this month of August fly .... cause by the end of the month, this sad place will be sold and i looking forward to the new home.... i hate my eighteen birthday....
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Phat night... picture released
The above picture are taken on the school Phat night, where all the youngster from the Food Science going there to enjoy what it like in a clubbing.... to be honest... the Dj suck and the decoration is not that bad( as it was free!)... but well done for the people who plan it... but change Dj... We enjoy it very much... cannot forget that night.... evreything was so wild... even have people stripping... in the beginning, the atmosphere wasn't that high but after some people i don't know...everything become high... i appreciate who did that and hope to meet them again in the near future... taking picture for them...
Enjoy Life
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Happy birthday! so many people birthday... i scared...
for the past week, it have been the happy weekend as there are 5 friends having their birthday... As a friend, u will have to buy some gift to ur friends whose birthday is near.... if one, still can afford... but 5! man i nearly fainted... if everyone i buy... i will be broke for the next 3 week!.... so i decided to make them out.... Mostly cards to them.... After all, one year 365 days only have one birthday, except those who have birthday once in 4 year.. they are the sad case.... as they can be 60 years old while they are celebrating their 15 year old birthday.... they have a high possibility not able to celebrate their 21th birhtday... they will be 84 year old...
So hapy birthday to all my friends! Enjoy ur life at 18!
So hapy birthday to all my friends! Enjoy ur life at 18!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
examination coming.. a lot of thnig cannot be done.
WA... today i very sad... i cannot go to Hong Jun Yang nanyang poly school concert because it crash with my lesson later... SAD... i was thinking of taking photo or making video from this concert... but not fated la.... All my friends taking photo at hsi concert and most of tehm( girls... ) are so crazy about him! I agree taht he is handsome , rich warm hearted and good voice...
Now ... my class is getting a heathly lifestyle with exercise every wednesday or thursday... last week, we play badminton and swim.... the week before, we play badminton in the school for 3 hours +... it is good as it help in making my body to be fit and better mind. At the smae time, i can get chance to get nearer to the girl i like... but i am not telling not u who is it
Now ... my class is getting a heathly lifestyle with exercise every wednesday or thursday... last week, we play badminton and swim.... the week before, we play badminton in the school for 3 hours +... it is good as it help in making my body to be fit and better mind. At the smae time, i can get chance to get nearer to the girl i like... but i am not telling not u who is it
How my life going to be...
As i am going to 18 year old, i have been thinking of my doing when i am 17 year old... it just went to fast... all i can remember is clubbing 5-7 time when i am 17... What i have done in 17 year old? Have i done anything meaningful? Have i make my friends regret or lost friends? have i make new friends in this year? Have i make my GOd father disappointed( i have make him very disappointed in my year 17)?
Friends leaving and coming... have i been myself in polytechnic? i have been wearing a mask on my face in school for a long time... i appear to be cheerful... btu i am quite a lonely guy.... My camera is the only thing i really talk to, enjoy with... how i long to have a woman who i really talking to... who i can share my feelnig and my joy, frustration with her... that will support each other for life...
As 18 year old is like another milestone like age 16... where they will cahnge very drastically for me... Parent divorsing and worried about my future.... have i really choose a worng course in poly? all my friends taking A level this year... Man ...2 year just fly so fast! i really nothing to saw... Have i live my life to the fullness yet?
As the age 18 coming, more responisiblity is on me... my silbings acadamic result now at their best... Finanical worry as my father is an asshole( i know it is bad to curse your parent, but knowing your father womanize, getting involve in dirty ghost and doing thing that he is not capable and acting like a coward in the supreme court saying no money in the bank account but all deposit in other account we don't know... u think my father is a asshole?)
Now... i have to concetrate on my studies and work hard for my future... i hope and pray there will be one pharmaceutical company that will pay for my studies and work for them in the speciic field i am going to be specialise at... God will lead a way where they seem to be no way... may God lead me in his way... Amen
Hoping to contact with more new friends in poly and maintain all the friendship with all my old classmate and friends.
Friends leaving and coming... have i been myself in polytechnic? i have been wearing a mask on my face in school for a long time... i appear to be cheerful... btu i am quite a lonely guy.... My camera is the only thing i really talk to, enjoy with... how i long to have a woman who i really talking to... who i can share my feelnig and my joy, frustration with her... that will support each other for life...
As 18 year old is like another milestone like age 16... where they will cahnge very drastically for me... Parent divorsing and worried about my future.... have i really choose a worng course in poly? all my friends taking A level this year... Man ...2 year just fly so fast! i really nothing to saw... Have i live my life to the fullness yet?
As the age 18 coming, more responisiblity is on me... my silbings acadamic result now at their best... Finanical worry as my father is an asshole( i know it is bad to curse your parent, but knowing your father womanize, getting involve in dirty ghost and doing thing that he is not capable and acting like a coward in the supreme court saying no money in the bank account but all deposit in other account we don't know... u think my father is a asshole?)
Now... i have to concetrate on my studies and work hard for my future... i hope and pray there will be one pharmaceutical company that will pay for my studies and work for them in the speciic field i am going to be specialise at... God will lead a way where they seem to be no way... may God lead me in his way... Amen
Hoping to contact with more new friends in poly and maintain all the friendship with all my old classmate and friends.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
What wrong with the govenment?
Sometime the govenment disappear from our sight after the general election, but their presence can be feel in this place, in the worng way. Firstly... the prospect of curving of the causeeay bridge. don't know is malaysia fault or singapore fault... They wat the green light for teh constructing of the new bridge, we hesitated, but when we give. the malaysia side just jive themselves red light... Now Dr M blaming the incident to us! Wa nonsense! we allow, but u just cannot think properly. For the exchange of the bridge, we have set condition like allowing the free air space on the top of malaysia and selling sands to us at a cheaper rate, but now is malaysia who is hesitated now... Dr M.. don't blame the failure of the the contruction of the bridge to sngapore and keep out of ur country polilitic, following our LKY, not interfaring the government now, and the better part.... going to other countries to give talk.... Dr M? at home rotting and blaming everything to singparoe as if we own them a lot of money....
not talk aobut ohter countries.... now back to homeland... Government ask the mediacork to close down Mr brown column. For ur information, Mr brown is the infamous podcasting king in singapore... make famous with the bak cho mee podcast during the election time. WAAAA... the column can say to be his rice bowl... Having his rice bowl broken is the worse thing even in this economy, where u need to have mulipte rice bowl in order to sustein ur life in singapore.... I really feel bad for Mr brown. he is a great man, provding joy and entertain us using his podcast .... how come his column off the newpaper? just bcause of one column only? during the early part of the year, the govenment like him... now govenment hate him. Waht a irony! He is a "jack neo" just that jack neo show singapore through movies while Mr brown show singapore in podcast. Support Mr brown always!
not talk aobut ohter countries.... now back to homeland... Government ask the mediacork to close down Mr brown column. For ur information, Mr brown is the infamous podcasting king in singapore... make famous with the bak cho mee podcast during the election time. WAAAA... the column can say to be his rice bowl... Having his rice bowl broken is the worse thing even in this economy, where u need to have mulipte rice bowl in order to sustein ur life in singapore.... I really feel bad for Mr brown. he is a great man, provding joy and entertain us using his podcast .... how come his column off the newpaper? just bcause of one column only? during the early part of the year, the govenment like him... now govenment hate him. Waht a irony! He is a "jack neo" just that jack neo show singapore through movies while Mr brown show singapore in podcast. Support Mr brown always!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
sorry... very Sian.. don't feel like studying... just look at my profile recently... found something
i was updating my profile for my friendster since i have been a long time since i update my profile and my photos... so i want to update... jsut want i going to update my profile.... i look at my old profile.. then i tell myself..." Did i type them out?, wHa!! i did not know i am type long profile for myself..."
MY OLd friendster profile...
Some time i figure did i do make a wrong choice in my education path... never mind... like chinese saying.... when u reach the end of the bridge, it will eventually be straight... like life... everyone will have different life, different encounters, different life stories to tell to our grandchildren... but we will all be old and died evenutally... so live life to your maximum.... don't go to jail... a very tough lesson, know ur mistake early better than late....
about myself, just another nerd u see in television... wear spec, wear thick thick glasses... life to me is work and eat.... but recently have photograph as my hobbies...
i have multiple characteristic.... i have a few name...
in secondary 1 class:germ from form teacher poh man see
in secondary 2 class:kampong from kewei ( still using)
in secondary 3-4 class:take shit king( i don't know how to pronoune) for my basket skill and the way i eat
in ST John:euth as i am very euthesrtic in my work(forgive me for my spelling)
in church:malcolm (sound nice lah and widely used)
in wild wild wet: malcom... that malay spell my name wrongly...
in cjc 1st three month;marist... as i am the only marist in the class
to ladies, i am not a sweet talker, so sorry if i am too straightforward with my language and please people, if i don't any wrong, just tell me to my face, i just cannot catch hint la... just be straightforward to me... Maybe studying in boy school for 10 year make me act unusually in front of girl... so don't get wrong of me... i try to overcome it
now... i just wish this particular person will read it this blog. ____, i know i am not handsome or rich, but please give me a chance to learn how to care about u, look after u and most important, let me love u. i am not good in words, therefore i using this profile to tell u my feeling. it had been a long time since we talk so freely.i Just want everything to be back like usual.
The above essy wasmy old profile... i did not know how come it is so long....
but at least i want to keep this profile... as it make me remember who am i after i been lost in this world....this materialistic world...
i really want to rewrite my blog... i have lost myself in the past 1 year... at least this is one of the things i can do before my 18 birthday.... i still want to cherish my younger day where there is so much freedom as a child.. now... huge responsibles comnig , my blur future, walking out of this failure marriage of my parent....
As least i need to know all the foolsih things i did in the past as they are the things that worth laugh about..like writing a year( or 8 months) diary for a girl as her birthday gift but did not give to her because she tell me she don't like me before her birhtday... or stalking a girl in secondary school day for 3 months straight.... At least this profile is something i can laugh about...
MY OLd friendster profile...
Some time i figure did i do make a wrong choice in my education path... never mind... like chinese saying.... when u reach the end of the bridge, it will eventually be straight... like life... everyone will have different life, different encounters, different life stories to tell to our grandchildren... but we will all be old and died evenutally... so live life to your maximum.... don't go to jail... a very tough lesson, know ur mistake early better than late....
about myself, just another nerd u see in television... wear spec, wear thick thick glasses... life to me is work and eat.... but recently have photograph as my hobbies...
i have multiple characteristic.... i have a few name...
in secondary 1 class:germ from form teacher poh man see
in secondary 2 class:kampong from kewei ( still using)
in secondary 3-4 class:take shit king( i don't know how to pronoune) for my basket skill and the way i eat
in ST John:euth as i am very euthesrtic in my work(forgive me for my spelling)
in church:malcolm (sound nice lah and widely used)
in wild wild wet: malcom... that malay spell my name wrongly...
in cjc 1st three month;marist... as i am the only marist in the class
to ladies, i am not a sweet talker, so sorry if i am too straightforward with my language and please people, if i don't any wrong, just tell me to my face, i just cannot catch hint la... just be straightforward to me... Maybe studying in boy school for 10 year make me act unusually in front of girl... so don't get wrong of me... i try to overcome it
now... i just wish this particular person will read it this blog. ____, i know i am not handsome or rich, but please give me a chance to learn how to care about u, look after u and most important, let me love u. i am not good in words, therefore i using this profile to tell u my feeling. it had been a long time since we talk so freely.i Just want everything to be back like usual.
The above essy wasmy old profile... i did not know how come it is so long....
but at least i want to keep this profile... as it make me remember who am i after i been lost in this world....this materialistic world...
i really want to rewrite my blog... i have lost myself in the past 1 year... at least this is one of the things i can do before my 18 birthday.... i still want to cherish my younger day where there is so much freedom as a child.. now... huge responsibles comnig , my blur future, walking out of this failure marriage of my parent....
As least i need to know all the foolsih things i did in the past as they are the things that worth laugh about..like writing a year( or 8 months) diary for a girl as her birthday gift but did not give to her because she tell me she don't like me before her birhtday... or stalking a girl in secondary school day for 3 months straight.... At least this profile is something i can laugh about...
Friday, June 23, 2006
MAn... it been a long time since i blog...
WA.... it have been a long time since i went blogging in this webiste... Damn long.... Now in poly, i have friends leaving and coming so often that i feels lost in. Now have to study for my common test 3.... sad... very tired physical and emotionally
and now... waiting for my 18 year old... the age 18 since to be too old and big for me....so much pressure and responsible in me.. that is one thing i don't to carry now... i still want my freedom....
now famly doing the divorsing and my father is acitng like an asshole that i haven't seen before... BIg asshole.... pay soo much money outside wiht other woman but not in the family... FAmily debt that was going to pay finish become more debt because that asshole withdraw soo money $$ anad saying making other "business" or should i replace the word with woman? I also very scared that i will end up like him as he was ex-marist.... i promise myself that i will love my girlfriends( and future wife) more and make sure that this tradgey in my family will not happen.... a failure in marriage in miscommunication,unable to trust each other and the presence of muliple 3rd parties.... This is one thing that i cannot accept... having 3rd parties...
Hope God in heaven help me in this year 2006...
and now... waiting for my 18 year old... the age 18 since to be too old and big for me....so much pressure and responsible in me.. that is one thing i don't to carry now... i still want my freedom....
now famly doing the divorsing and my father is acitng like an asshole that i haven't seen before... BIg asshole.... pay soo much money outside wiht other woman but not in the family... FAmily debt that was going to pay finish become more debt because that asshole withdraw soo money $$ anad saying making other "business" or should i replace the word with woman? I also very scared that i will end up like him as he was ex-marist.... i promise myself that i will love my girlfriends( and future wife) more and make sure that this tradgey in my family will not happen.... a failure in marriage in miscommunication,unable to trust each other and the presence of muliple 3rd parties.... This is one thing that i cannot accept... having 3rd parties...
Hope God in heaven help me in this year 2006...
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