Thursday, September 28, 2006

my holiday is going to be over

WA... the past two week was tiring for me...

GOT chalets and the IMF event... tiring la

Let talk aobut the IMf... going to istana for the dinner for the governers and spouses, serving the VVIP and minster from the Singapore... got white, black, yellow people there.... i was doing the worst job in that place.... as a runner... THE format is like that... there are 66 tables, the table is divided into 4 fleets, each table have a food server and a drink server... my job is to deliver the food to all 4 fleets. luckly the dinner is a western one only 5 course... if chinese, 8 to 10 course mulitple 4... 40 times! will die la... i only run 20 times... but it was damn tired... the worst part is the remember which table have vegetarian, halal, which table want chicken or fish... damn sad... but looking at the pay cheque that day($150) it was all worth it...
but the bad part of the work is there is no transport home after working from 8am monday to 3am tuesday, and we need to folk out $$ for the taxi fare.

CHALETS... i went to 2 chalet in 2 week.. + work... it is energy draining... the first chalet... orgainsed by the MB 0505 and the previous MB0502... they book 2 rooms, B1220 and B1221, next to each other... and the people is so Euth... stay straight for 2 night... watch movies like shutter, constantine and school of rock... i also learn to roller blade, fell on my back side hard... i have about 5 hours in the chalet... mentally tired and much involved in the BBQ...as i help to make the chicken sauce and STeamboat, which did not turn out that well... as i was ill-prepared...
Recently on tuesday, i have my class chalet... MB0502, the turn out was bad... no one staying on the first night as everyone come on the second night. the people turn up was disappointing as most of the classmate went back to their home land in Malaysia and some was still in work, some down with flu and sickness... it was a not so fun chalet as i hve mood swing that day... it just come.. i went back home at 9pm and return back to the chalet at 11pm... with some alcohol where no one drink...at night... there is only huimin, weijie, ming kang, ivy, huangrhoo, kelvin and me at night... we play twister... play for 2 hours straight...
(when i saw huangrhoo staying over, i was quite happy to see her as her true self, the cheerful side of her instead of the emotionless face she give me in lab... i really hope she enjoy herself in that night... we did not talk much as i realsied i start to talk lesser these day, maybe i tired of talking crap and want to be serious at time, but it also cause my mood swing... due to family tradagy and some miscommuncation with classmates... i want to talk to her... but i just cannot find any topic to talk about except work, research and it is hard to get her attention from her gang of girls... i think i still cannot overcome the nervousness and the shyness when talking serious with girls... i don't say whether she like me or not, i dun like whether she got feeling or not.. i know from the past experience, it REALLY take 2 hand to clap..., 2 willing parties to be a couple... i just don't know how to say, and i SERIOUSLY don't how to cope with another rejection, i just don't want to wonder around for girls anymore... i just want to get steady with someone i like, i can talk to,who can be my listening ear... Pray that girl just appear in my class...)

Man... tmr still go thing to do... Video flimming some kid event for my church mate felicia for her SMU thingy...
3.02am... tired after work... GO adn SLEEP LOR